Question:
For as long as I can remember I’ve had this thing where I see flashes of gruesome torture in my mind’s eye. It feels as if it’s coming from outside. Lately, it has become quite the visceral experience, making me physically recoil and grimace. Once I asked you about something like this, and you said it’s mind control, though this seems to be different (but related)?
Almine:
Just this morning I started work on my becoming impervious to the deliberate programming of what I see, think, and experience. Yes, it is programming from an external source. I can clearly see the beings doing this. Although they’re not able to come into our quarantined Earth fields, they are actually beaming this from outside our solar system. They are almost entirely black with scaly skin and extremely malevolent reptilian-like features.
The purpose? If they can beam this at the populace and have them become savage enough to wipe themselves out, the planet would once again be open enough for them to take. Your daily practice of the Resurrection Merkaba has made this subliminal programming more noticeable so that resolution can take place.
What has to be done to become impervious to such attempts, is to see where in your life you have a misconception you use to excuse certain behavior.
What I found in myself is:
I serve my daughter breakfast in bed, bring her folded clean laundry to her room, feed her dog in the mornings so she can get out of the house in time, etc. I do this because I rationalize that I’m creating a nurturing environment in a hostile world. But the more she’s “taken care of”, the more I prevent her from developing robustness to deal with the world.
If I look beyond the rationalization, I realize I’m doing it for me:
- I’m scared that the reverent and gentle way I’ve raised her (without the usual chit-chat that people do), has been like an ashram; that she will have a hard time later, so I’m compensating for it now. In other words, my actions are based on lack of trust.
- I love doing homemaking. So yet again, it brings me satisfaction and is therefore really just for me.
Thank you so much for this message dear Almine. Such clarity has dawned on me since reading it, I completely see how why having that dream was so important. This issue has been bothering me for ages and ironically was right in front of me!!
That is something was I have see on the moment but I see direct on enemy ayes……Than yuu Almine!
I tried to “raise my children independent” for I thought that they do not belong to me and this
is what is the right way for them to be happy.
In adulthood I have tried to bond the sons with their father – for he had neglected them – so they could feel better about themselves. (told him to ring talk invite etc )
After realizing in a very sensitive situation that my children would not support me, but instead leaned towards their father, shocked me so deeply.
I therefore “recommend” to be more human than a rescuer as a Mama!
Love to all
I had a dream the other night about being in an adoption agency filled with abused babies who had badly damaged auric fields. Many were near death. I wondered if that was a past-life memory. Thanks for allowing this important dialogue to happen.
Wow. Apparently we all sensed this. I kept having images of black dragons in my mind’s eye last night. Now I know I wasnt just projecting. Thank you for sharing this. These beings operate under the Law of Resonance. They are allowed to affect as long as their ways are tolerated. This is why I have fully committed to this internal work Almine has so graciously mapped out for us. One thing I’ve had to adjust in dealing with these beings’ influence in the world is not internalizing everything around me. I was overpolarizing into self-responsibility for others rather than balancing that with holding others accountable for their portion. I was letting the reflection of life including the shadows tell me rather than challenging the prominence of the shadows and distinguishing/encouraging the indwelling life. This has helped me greatly reduce my inner hostilities and not exaggerate the foolishness i’ve experienced in life thus far. Thanks again for the major insights Almine.
Thank you Beloved Almine, for this information. Last night when I closed my eyes I saw reptilian scales in my vision before I fell asleep. I was wondering why I saw this since the reptilians are no longer here.
A couple of months ago I had a similar realization. Being my mom’s caregiver I found myself doing a lot for her, so she wouldn’t possibly injure herself or have her body hurting from overworking it. This was not the best for her or me. She was not getting much exercise and I was becoming tired. I realized I did this out of lack of
trusting her to be able to take care of herself since the stroke she had. I wanted to protect her and help her.. Also, I wasn’t trusting in the Innocence of life..to let her walk her own journey..no matter where the path leads her. Since then I try to give her all the freedom to do whatever she wants to do, and she is much happier..even if she does hurt afterwards. We’ve talked about this and when I forget, she reminds me. She is now doing very well doing things on her own.
Thank you for sharing!
Much love ~ XOXO
Hmm, very interesting. I too have had similar “flashes”, for as long as I can remember – horrible, terrible images. The more I would fight them the more intense they would become, the more upset I would get.
For a long period of time while growing up, I was often afraid to be left alone, i had this obsessive sort of fear that my conscious self would somehow “blank-out”, causing me to re-enact/create said images in this reality & do great harm to someone without realizing it. I was terrified of this, constantly anxious and wondering whether I was potentially capable of. This caused me to change: I went from being a strong, confident, rather stubborn personality to a weak, wavering, neurotic, constantly anxious, depressed & fearful person.
The above answer(s) do feel “right” in my heart. Perhaps I have been experiencing the very same thing as the OP, all along … perhaps these are *NOT* my own thoughts – I deeply oppose violence on all levels, this is just. *not*. me.
TBH though, maybe it was silly of me but I’ll admit that until now (while reading the above blog post/question) I’d not even considered that this could be the result of nonphysical entities of sorts… While I couldn’t explain exactly why I guess I mostly leaned towards the images’ purpose having been related to an attempt by my own subconscious at essentially “torturing” me. Again, for what reason i cannot say, although I lean towards some sort of self-esteem & various mental & emotional issues, I suppose. i did a lot of self=harming when I was younger, some of which was a conscious effort and some which was, as I later realized, more subscious. .
I must say that I find the description of these beings *VERY* intriguing, as you have *perfectly* described one of very few entities which I have encountered while out of body. I described its “skin” to friends as being made-up of scales, each of which had this thin surface layer which almost resembled one of those black trash bags.
As someone who has only very recently began exploring the spiritual path – I was a 110% hardcore atheist until about 3, maybe 4 years ago now – it is always very, very interesting when things like this seem to line-up, confirming my own experiences(and ofc, reassuring, perhaps even inspirational and empowering as I learn that I can indeed trust my own senses, and I’ve not just gone completely mad! lol!)!.
Thank-you for sharing this!
Dear Almine
As I always I am in WOW
Your wisdom to life is thorough
Thank you for sharing and enlightening us
I had a dream about these beings last week. Usually I’d share such a dream with my couple of closest confidantes, but didn’t quite know what to do with this one, so haven’t mentioned it to anyone yet… In the dream the beings that you speak of were mind controlling those who think they have “knowledge” (this can be knowledge of any kind, including spiritual “knowledge”). They are programming anyone who will fall for it through clinging to their “knowledge” to become hostile towards others, even in subtle ways (not necessarily overtly hostile). In the dream I observed how somebody who felt they have knowledge about “history” had their thoughts observed by these beings, the beings picked up on the area that was their particular branch of “knowledge” (the branch that their egoic self clung to most dearly – in this instance history), and then telepathically relayed a stream of thoughtforms to them that caused the egoic self to activate in staunch defence of this supposed knowledge – as if others around them were opposing it. This caused them to become extreme aggressive and oppositional to others around them, but it came completely out of nowhere… I tried to interact with the one who was being programmed to tell them what was happening (even stating “look, the aliens are right in front of you!!! They’re right there! Can’t you see what they’re doing?”, but they couldn’t hear me.. it was like they were trapped in a little bubble of mind control and there was absolutely no talking to them, it was like they had become “lost” unto themselves and me.
Interesting, thank you for sharing.
Thank you for sharing this dream with us Ciara. Knowing you are also sensing/witnessing these conflicts brings me great relief. I saw a palm tree with a dark haze around its fronds, the top of the tree, representing mind. It symbolically displayed exactly what you speak of: an invasive alien manipulation imposed upon a natural, albeit confused, human perspective. As disturbing as these facts are, the flip side is my effortless knowing and trust in magical life are increasing exponentially. These coinciding instances with Almine and those here as you describe are reassuring me I’m not wackadoo. The Infinite is always gently guiding the course, no matter the unfortunate decisions beings make in the process of Life. Thanks again for sharing your dream. 🙂
Thank-you for sharing! Wow.
I don’t have clairvoyant dreams like this, not often.
But more so the clairsentient feeling of late, that it is very important that I surrender into “I do not know.”
And since a lot more energy, and life flow has become available to me.
I’ve seen flashes of these dark people behind scenes since I was 18.. It was scary.
This is a timely topic on taking care of one’s daughter and what motivates it.
Thank you! I too have a beautiful daughter home from college. And I want to take care of her too! But not too much! As you say, it’s important to not interfere with their journey.
Good to know. Thank you
Yes! I can relate to having a beautiful daughter and doing all I can to make her feel safe, nurtured etc. But it was really for myself, (as my inner child and inner nurturer relationship was disfunctional,) that I was doing this to feel wanted and valued and most of all safe from intentional harm. Life intervened so she could flourish in her own way and on her own while still maintaining an evolving, joyous relationship. Last night I was blessed to see how I use the need to make people happy; I felt the slimy almost malevolent cords this forms from and to me. This creates unacceptable behaviour on both ends. Now to see how this release and realization changes my environment. Blessed, dear Almine, thank you once again for giving deeper insight to our unfolding journey.
I take care of my own children in the same way, as many parents do, but I find greater pleasure in empowering my children or witnessing them do that which I typically do for them, for themselves. These are moments of joyous celebration!
Where I have created too much tolerance for that which is blatantly wrong, is in nighttime television typically aired between 9:00 PM – 11:00 PM EST. It’s sort of a targeted window of malevolent but engaging television shows that encourage people to stay up when they should be sleeping and go to bed after having watched something interesting but gruesome, I assume to perpetuate the acts and people’s tolerance to that minimal portion of society.
Great point!